There's no turning back,
The wasted years,
The things I said in fear,
Friends that I lost along the way,
My doubts on opportunities.
And everything that mattered,
Turns to dust in the end.
All the shit I've ever learned,
Will surely shape who I am.
So I'll try to get this right,
Since the end is closing in.
But I'll have to move on,
Or I'm sure that I'll just sink.
And when I'm looking back,
To see how this all played.
I'll be sure I made it fine,
And got up on my two feet.
All my old flames,
Light up these walls.
Like all the bridges I burned last fall.
And everything I've loved will feel so small.
Well I guess things change for better or for worse.
And these past four years have proven me to be cursed.
I'm not the same kid from freshman year.
I grew up and I learned that things aren't so fair.
It may seem picture perfect but life's a broken frame.
So what the fuck is next?
No more sleeping on cold floors,
And having restless nights.
I'll be ready to expect,
Any time I'll have to fight.
I know I've had regrets,
On too many different things.
At least it gives me stories,
On my victories and defeats.
I guess I lived my life like a smoke grenade,
I went off too fast then got blown away.
But there's no turning back, just turning new leaves.
Life always goes on, so I'll do as I please.
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